| well i have just realized that doing drugs isnt the answer to anything it just masks the problem till you sober up... dont get me wrong its fun to do but i dont think ima do them anymore... well atleast not for a while...the past 3 days ive been fucked up and it really didnt feel good like it used to.. iunno for some reason i didnt like doing it but i did it anywayz to try to escape... i made a promise to someone that i wouldnt do them anymore and i wana try and keep that promise... |
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| so yeah i was talked into keepn my xanga so i guess i will but i will never use myspace yeah i have one but i dont like it
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| well it would seem that i have no more use for this blog so this is my last post... and no im not going to use myspace bc its gay and i dont like the layout of it... so yeah |
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| ok today me leon and zack had to work at my bosses lake house we were in side cleaning and lanny showed up... he sent me to get a shovel and an extension cord.. when i got back we pluged the pump up so we could drain the pool... after that we went back to cleaning... after it stoped raining i sent zack outside to pick up wood...2 seconds later he comes in and is like "OMG i just saw a duck take a piss or shit and it was funny" so me and leon laughed at him and said he had ADD he got mad and stomed out...lol.. then he comes back in and is like we have a problem... so we go out side and the pump broke so i looked at leon and said "take your socks, shoes, and pants on and get in the pool"...keep in mind that this water is nasty and it stinks... so after a couple min of bitchin he did and the only thing i could think of was watchin zack fall in the pool bc the other day he was being stupid and playin around the edge and he fell in...omg it was so funny you should have seen the look on his face it was priceless...roflmao... i think i laughed so hard i wet my self...i havnt laughed like that since i was little....anywho nobody ever reads xanga any more bc they got gay and went to myspace... myspace can suck my ballz |
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| ummm lets see... im still confused about some of the stuff that happened in the past couple of days it just doesnt make since to me.. ive had 2 days of not stop questions and thoughts going through my head and its hard for me to sleep at night bc of it...its funny how stuff turns out... you think one thing and then something completly different happens... to tell you the truth it sucks.. but thats the way it goes and there is nothing you can do about it...ive had emotions come over me that i havent felt in a long time and i didnt like them so i put a block on all feelings just so i cant feel them... yes i know its bad and i shouldnt do it but it seems like its the only way i can handle it... |
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